personal: New Year's unexpected gifts

Having resolved not to make any resolutions for the coming year, a) because I'm too lazy, b) because I never meet the target, I have instead been surprised by a 'resolution' making its own way in. I was getting a bit fed up of the way in which I tried to fill the gap left by loneliness, getting to the point where I was overdoing things hoping to get so tired about it that I would eventually stop. But it didn't work. Then all of a sudden I stopped and thought about it, probably some little part of my mind grew up too, and here I am, stilly lonely, but definitely fresh, revived and full of my usual optimism.


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